December is turning into an annoyingly introspective month. Maybe I've overdosed on too many tomorrows and sometimes fortunate twists of fate. I always look back and analyze the people who have impacted me and maybe how I've impacted them. I always wish things could've turned out differently, but life has a way of blindsiding you with impulsive faith in uncertainties. It feels like I had this weird opportunity to live an entire decade in just one year. The year of 2014, one that will stay with me for quite some time.
It didn't make me better. It didn't make me worse. On the musical front, I'm pretty unimpressed with most modern offerings. Either way, I'm looking forward to 2015. A time to push boundaries even further. The invisible fence hasn't stopped my curiosity or movements yet.
I used to have a dream where I would magically appear in an old friend's basement. He would say to me "Why aren't you in Long Beach man? What are you doing here? No need to worry though...I've got gallons upon gallons of Vodka. Drink up! Drink all you want but you know it's never enough." He was right, it's never enough... Here's to the upcoming year.